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After Pain
After Pain (Cover)
Sung by Kusunoki Muu
Kanji アフターペイン
Romaji Afutaa Pein
Song Information
Character Kusunoki Muu
Released October 16, 2020
Song Length 3:37
Label Universal Music Japan


After Pain, (アフターペイン, Afutaa pein) is Kusunoki Muu's first trial song. It was released on Youtube and digitally on October 16, 2020.

On July 30, 2021, the Es Cover was released to celebrate the original music video reaching 1 million views.

Track Listing[]

  1. After Pain (アフターペイン)
  2. After Pain (アフターペイン) (Off Voice)
  3. Otome Dissection (乙女解剖) [MUU Cover]
  4. Otome Dissection (乙女解剖) [MUU Cover] (Off Voice)
  5. Crying B -Voice Drama- Muu & Es


Music Video[]

Audio[]

Lyrics[]

Watashi ga inakunareba kiereba yokatta no
Mou kiichatta shicchatta
Konna ni mo watashi wa iranai

Tokubetsu imi wa nai no hazure wo hiita no
Mou kiichatta shicchatta
Konna ni mo watashi wa iranai

Nee nande ita-ita-itai no yamete kurenai no?
Kawaichatte doushitara
Gomen no mahou wa kitto kikiakichattanda ne

Demo tabun watashi mo warui tokoro wa aru kara sa
Kore de kitto ii no kamo
"Ikiteru" wo kanjitai yo iki shite mo ii no kana

Oshiete

"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana)
"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana)
"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana)
"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo

Ashita ni ikitaku wa nai kinou wa wasuretai
Watashi wa totemo tsurakatta no tasukete dareka

Nee moshimo watashi no koto wo warumono ni suru nara
Mushi shitatte ii kara ne
Gaman nara mou narekko mata ajiwattekudake


Sore nano ni keshita hazu nanoni yume ni micchau no yo
Watashi mou dame kamo ne
Sayonara no mae ni douka mou ichido
Nanchatte wasurete

Itami no naka de aimashou Watashi dake no ibasho
Kokoro kakusu shinigeshou Hodokikata wa naisho
Akuma no koe ni yoru shishou Kaesu yaiba wa isho
""Anata" ga suki yo"

Itami no naka de aimashou Watashi dake no ibasho
Kokoro kakusu shinigeshou Hodokikata wa naisho
Akuma no koe ni yoru shishou Kaesu yaiba wa isho
""Anata" ga suki yo"

Nee nande ita-ita-itai no yamete kurenai no?
Kawaichatte doushitara
Gomen no mahou wa kitto kikiakichattanda ne

Demo tabun watashi mo warui tokoro wa aru kara sa
Kore de kitto ii no kamo
"Ikiteru" wo kanjitai yo iki shite mo ii no kana

Oshiete

"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana)
"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana)
"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana)
"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo

"Gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo (Itsuka kikoeru kana)
"Gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo (Itsuka kikoeru kana)
"Gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo (Itsuka kikoeru kana)
"Gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo

Watashi ga inakunareba kiereba yokatta no
Mou kiichatta shicchatta
Konna ni mo watashi wa iranai

私がいなくなれば 消えればよかったの
もう聞いちゃった 知っちゃった
こんなにも私はいらない

特別意味はないの ハズレを引いたの
もう聞いちゃった 知っちゃった
こんなにも私はいらない

ねえなんで痛-痛-痛いのやめてくれないの?
乾いちゃってどうしたら
ごめんの魔法はきっと 聞き飽きちゃったんだね

でもたぶん私も悪いところはあるからさ
これできっといいのかも
“生きてる”を感じたいよ 息してもいいのかな

教えて

「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ (いつか届くかな)
「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ (いつか届くかな)
「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ (いつか届くかな)
「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ

明日にいきたくはない 昨日は忘れたい
私はとてもつらかったの 助けて誰か

ねえもしも私のことを悪者にするなら
無視したっていいからね
我慢ならもう慣れっこ また味わってくだけ

それなのに消したはずなのに夢に見ちゃうのよ
私もうダメかもね
サヨナラの前にどうかもう一度
なんちゃって 忘れて

痛みの中で会いましょう 私だけの居場所
心隠す死化粧 解き方は内緒
悪魔の声による刺傷 返す刃は遺書
「“あなた”が好きよ」

ねえなんで痛-痛-痛いのやめてくれないの?
乾いちゃってどうしたら
ごめんの魔法はきっと 聞き飽きちゃったんだね

でもたぶん私も悪いところはあるからさ
これできっといいのかも
“生きてる”を感じたいよ 息してもいいのかな

教えて

「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ (いつか届くかな)
「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ (いつか届くかな)
「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ (いつか届くかな)
「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ

「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ? (いつか聞こえるかな)
「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ? (いつか聞こえるかな)
「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ? (いつか聞こえるかな)
「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ?

私がいなくなれば 消えればよかったの
もう聞いちゃった 知っちゃった
こんなにも私はいらない

If I was gone, If I had just disappeared
I overheard, I found out
How much I’m not needed

There’s no special meaning, I got the short end of the stick
I overheard, I found out
How much I’m not needed

Why won’t you stop hurt-hurt-hurting me?
My heart is all dried up
My sorry spells must be wearing off

But I guess some of it is my fault
Maybe it’s ok as it is
I want to feel “alive”, is it ok if I breathe?

Tell me

“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone (I hope it will someday)
“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone (I hope it will someday)
“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone (I hope it will someday)
“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone


I don’t want tomorrow to come, I want to forget yesterday
I was miserable, someone please help me

If you’re going to make me the villain
It’s ok to ignore me
If it’s endurance, I’m used to it. It’s just having another taste of it

But I see it in my dreams even though I erased it
Maybe I’m done
Just one more time before saying goodbye
I’m just kidding, please forget I said that


Let’s meet up inside the pain, a place just for me
Postmortem makeup to hide my heart, how to solve it is a secret
The stabbing of the little devil’s voice, counterattack being a suicide note
“I love YOU”

Let’s meet up inside the pain, a place just for me
Postmortem makeup to hide my heart, how to solve it is a secret
The stabbing of the little devil’s voice, counterattack being a suicide note
“I love YOU”

Why won’t you stop hurt-hurt-hurting me?
My heart is all dried up
My sorry spells must be wearing off

But I guess some of it is my fault
Maybe it’s ok as it is
I want to feel “alive”, is it ok if I breathe?

Tell me

“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone (I hope it will someday)
“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone (I hope it will someday)
“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone (I hope it will someday)
“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone

”I'm sorry” can’t be heard by anyone (I hope it will be someday)
”I'm sorry” can’t be heard by anyone (I hope it will be someday)
”I'm sorry” can’t be heard by anyone (I hope it will be someday)
”I'm sorry” can’t be heard by anyone

If I was gone, If I had just disappeared
I overheard, I found out
How much I’m not needed

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