After Pain (song)

"After Pain" (アフターペイン, afutaa pein) is Mu's first trial song. It was released on YouTube on October 16, 2020. It is the first track on the After Pain Single released digitally October 16, 2020 and physically on October 28, 2020.

The MU version of the song was added to the game D4DJ -Groovy Mix- on June 10, 2021.

Music Video Staff

 * Vocal: Mu (CV: Arisa Kouri)
 * Lyrics: DECO*27
 * Music: DECO*27
 * Arrangement: Rockwell
 * Movie by OTOIRO
 * Director: DMYM
 * Character Designer: Sunao Chikaoka (SUNAMARU)
 * Key Animator: Sunao Chikaoka (SUNAMARU)
 * Animator / Finishing: staron
 * Color Design: akka
 * Composite: Yuma Saito, akka
 * Typography / Prop designer: DMYM, lowpolydog
 * Project Manager: Iori Majima
 * Art Director: DMYM
 * Original Character Designer: akka
 * Story / Author: Takuya Yamanaka

Audio


Lyrics
Japanese= 私がいなくなれば　消えればよかったの もう聞いちゃった　知っちゃった こんなにも私はいらない

特別意味はないの　ハズレを引いたの もう聞いちゃった　知っちゃった こんなにも私はいらない

ねえなんで痛-痛-痛いのやめてくれないの？ 乾いちゃってどうしたら ごめんの魔法はきっと　聞き飽きちゃったんだね

でもたぶん私も悪いところはあるからさ これできっといいのかも “生きてる”を感じたいよ　息してもいいのかな

教えて

「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ　(いつか届くかな) 「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ　(いつか届くかな) 「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ　(いつか届くかな) 「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ

明日にいきたくはない　昨日は忘れたい 私はとてもつらかったの　助けて誰か

ねえもしも私のことを悪者にするなら 無視したっていいからね 我慢ならもう慣れっこ　また味わってくだけ

それなのに消したはずなのに夢に見ちゃうのよ 私もうダメかもね サヨナラの前にどうかもう一度 なんちゃって　忘れて

痛みの中で会いましょう　私だけの居場所 心隠す死化粧　解き方は内緒 悪魔の声による刺傷　返す刃は遺書 「“あなた”が好きよ」

痛みの中で会いましょう　私だけの居場所 心隠す死化粧　解き方は内緒 悪魔の声による刺傷　返す刃は遺書 「“あなた”が好きよ」

ねえなんで痛-痛-痛いのやめてくれないの？ 乾いちゃってどうしたら ごめんの魔法はきっと　聞き飽きちゃったんだね

でもたぶん私も悪いところはあるからさ これできっといいのかも “生きてる”を感じたいよ　息してもいいのかな

教えて

「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ　(いつか届くかな) 「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ　(いつか届くかな) 「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ　(いつか届くかな) 「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ

「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ？　(いつか聞こえるかな) 「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ？　(いつか聞こえるかな) 「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ？　(いつか聞こえるかな) 「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ？

私がいなくなれば　消えればよかったの もう聞いちゃった　知っちゃった こんなにも私はいらない Romaji= Watashi ga inakunareba kiereba yokatta no Mou kiichatta  shicchatta Konna ni mo watashi wa iranai

Tokubetsu imi wa nai no hazure wo hiita no Mou kiichatta  shicchatta Konna ni mo watashi wa iranai

Nee nande ita-ita-itai no yamete kurenai no? Kawaichatte doushitara Gomen no mahou wa kitto kikiakichattanda ne

Demo tabun watashi mo warui tokoro wa aru kara sa Kore de kitto ii no kamo "Ikiteru" wo kanjitai yo iki shite mo ii no kana

Oshiete

"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana) "Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana) "Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana) "Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo

Ashita ni ikitaku wa nai kinou wa wasuretai Watashi wa totemo tsurakatta no tasukete dareka

Nee moshimo watashi no koto wo warumono ni suru nara Mushi shitatte ii kara ne Gaman nara mou narekko mata ajiwatteku dake

Sore nano ni keshita hazu nanoni yume ni micchau no yo Watashi mou dame kamo ne Sayonara no mae ni douka mou ichido Nanchatte wasurete

Itami no naka de aimashou Watashi dake no ibasho Kokoro kakusu shinigeshou Hodokikata wa naisho Akuma no koe ni yoru shishou Kaesu yaiba wa isho ""Anata" ga suki yo"

Itami no naka de aimashou Watashi dake no ibasho Kokoro kakusu shinigeshou Hodokikata wa naisho Akuma no koe ni yoru shishou Kaesu yaiba wa isho ""Anata" ga suki yo"

Nee nande ita-ita-itai no yamete kurenai no? Kawaichatte doushitara Gomen no mahou wa kitto kikiakichattanda ne

Demo tabun watashi mo warui tokoro wa aru kara sa Kore de kitto ii no kamo "Ikiteru" wo kanjitai yo iki shite mo ii no kana

Oshiete

"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana) "Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana) "Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana) "Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo

"Gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo (Itsuka kikoeru kana) "Gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo (Itsuka kikoeru kana) "Gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo (Itsuka kikoeru kana) "Gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo

Watashi ga inakunareba kiereba yokatta no Mou kiichatta  shicchatta Konna ni mo watashi wa iranai English= If I was gone, If I had just disappeared I overheard, I found out How much I’m not needed

There’s no special meaning, I got the short end of the stick I overheard, I found out How much I’m not needed

Why won’t you stop hurt-hurt-hurting me? My heart is all dried up My sorry spells must be wearing off

But I guess some of it is my fault Maybe it’s ok as it is I want to feel “alive”, is it ok if I breathe?

Tell me

“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone (I hope it will someday) “I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone (I hope it will someday) “I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone (I hope it will someday) “I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone

I don’t want tomorrow to come, I want to forget yesterday I was miserable, someone please help me

If you’re going to make me the villain It’s ok to ignore me If it’s endurance, I’m used to it. It’s just having another taste of it

But I see it in my dreams even though I erased it Maybe I’m done Just one more time before saying goodbye I’m just kidding, please forget I said that

Let’s meet up inside the pain, a place just for me Postmortem makeup to hide my heart, how to solve it is a secret The stabbing of the little devil’s voice, counterattack being a suicide note “I love YOU”

Let’s meet up inside the pain, a place just for me Postmortem makeup to hide my heart, how to solve it is a secret The stabbing of the little devil’s voice, counterattack being a suicide note “I love YOU”

Why won’t you stop hurt-hurt-hurting me? My heart is all dried up My sorry spells must be wearing off

But I guess some of it is my fault Maybe it’s ok as it is I want to feel “alive”, is it ok if I breathe?

Tell me

“I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone (I hope it will someday) “I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone (I hope it will someday) “I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone (I hope it will someday) “I’m sorry” won’t reach anyone

”I'm sorry” can’t be heard by anyone (I hope it will be someday) ”I'm sorry” can’t be heard by anyone (I hope it will be someday) ”I'm sorry” can’t be heard by anyone (I hope it will be someday) ”I'm sorry” can’t be heard by anyone

If I was gone, If I had just disappeared I overheard, I found out How much I’m not needed

Links

 * Official YouTube MV
 * YouTube Music
 * Official download for instrumental track